Saturday, November 22, 2025

Reapers.

TRIGGER WARNING: Death, Loss, Stillbirth, Miscarriage. These are major triggers for some. If reading about them is an issue for you, PLEASE STOP HERE. I had this prompt, it lead to an idea, it is a way of healing from my own loss, but is by no means a play by play of my own and this idea is fantasy in every sense of the word.
Thank you. - Chelsey

    Being a grim reaper is not for everyone. By far, the least chosen profession for your afterlife. Even if you choose to do it, you are still tested. Gauged. Vetted. If you are even chosen to begin the four-year program, it doesn't mean you will get to be a reaper. Two-thirds of the first year class will drop out before the year is done, never getting to go to perform their first pickup.
    To make it to the point of graduation as a minor reaper is a feat of pure talent and endurance. Simple reapers get to go pick up those who pass due to old age, those that pass due to an uncomplicated accident, those who are not a true tragedy, but pass from the land of the living none the less. Simple reapers usually are not long term employees, as after around 80 years, they tend to retire and go on to chose to reincarnate.
    Then there are those of us that chose to really stretch our limits and go for a specialty. Each specialty has a different timeline to finish, some as little as an additional two years. Others, several years. Unnatural death was a short additional step, but as time has made the need rise. Job security for them, horrible consequences around the land of the living. Criminals getting karma kicking them in the teeth? Highly sought after, additional six years of training, competitive specialty. I feel like you know why.
    Me? I am an elite. Twelve years of additional training. Seventeen program elimination rounds in that time. Over eight thousand souls started the reaper program when I did. Two thousand of them made it to second year. Every year there where less. Specialists choices where made and we said our goodbyes and moved on in our groups. Watching each class complete their training and leave was a proud moment, but bitter. My specialty class was the largest ever recorded when the three of us crossed that stage.
    We joined the force together, and for the first couple years, the team flowed well. It didn't last long and by year five together, the mental strain made one leave, the other change specialty. The department has become a true team since then. Working flawlessly together for the last fifteen years.
    Each case we were handed means months of research, weeks of prep, weekly therapy, and daily jokes across the room. Therapy? Not only needed, but mandated. We were one of 3 specialties to do so. Mirabella ran our department with an iron fist when it came to our mental health. That lady was maybe five feet if she decided to wear heels, but she would tear down the tallest mountain if it spoke bad about her team. She was more than capable of keeping each and every one of us in line with a stern look. Mirabella was an older lady when she left the land of the living, unlike myself who was barely twenty. Mirabella gave off that 'grandma who will stab you in the eye with her knitting needles' vibes. 
    Mental health was very important to Mirabella. She has made it a point to never have another reaper have a repeat of what she sees as her one major failure. Back when she ran the violent death division, Reaper Jack had a break. He stole a horse, a cloak, and a pumpkin. Sleepy Hollow never saw it coming. Ever since, the weekly check-in's for that division, our's and Criminal karma all follow the mental health plan.
    I look down at the case file on my desk. Pages of research. Pictures, tidbits of stories. The last piece will be here today by lunch. Pickup location. They always wait till last minute for that information as not only is it one of the few things that can change in the situation, but we are not supposed to be able to show up early and change fate.
    The goal of all of this work? One soul. Every soul is important to me. Each special in their own way. I made sure my charge knew they were MINE. 
    I worked for hours. I need to have all the information and a summary ready to go in an easy to read, easy to understand format for handoff. Not easy when the guardians are to distracted by the soul to care if they got the needed details correct. Getting it wrong means a soul lost. I refuse to have one of mine go missing. I can tell you who they are, where in the afterlife they are currently or if they have moved on to reincarnation, who their mother and father are, any siblings they have, and the color of their eyes.
    That is what truly sticks with me. Their eyes. My special gift to to be able to get the sould to show me their true eye color. Every reaper is given a gift. Daniel, who's desk is to my left, is able to make dancing stars appear for the souls. It delights them and makes traveling from the land of the living easier.
    I needed to stretch, my back cracking as I reached my hands to the ceiling. The snaps and pops echoing around the office. Getting muscles to loosen is hard on a normal day, more so when your body is long gone from the living world. I felt like I stretched all the way from my desk back to my grave. As I stretched, the messenger came around the corner with that last bit of information for my case file. Along with the location, I would find out the official time of pick-up. Six twenty-nine in the evening. Looking around it was only two, meaning I had time to finish up some last minute things before needing to leave.
    My wrist jingled as I reached across my desk for my phone. Dialing made the sound louder than it should have been, at least for the quiet office space. "Martin's Jewelers, this is Patty" a chipper voice came across the line. I swear, that woman has more energy in her old age than most have in their pinky toe. She should have retired a good ten years ago, but swears that she lives for the smiles of those she sells too. 
    "Patty, my sweet dear, It's Chelsey. I am in need of a new charm. Do you have an appointment available tomorrow?" I say into the phone, knowing that Patty doesn't need appointments to work with you, but it makes her feel important. Ever since the day that I met her, I have made it a point to not only do all my charm shopping with her, but to just check in and see how she is doing. Someday she will know that she was the one who started my collection. She was at my first pick-up, even if she didn't know I was there. It's because of her that I keep tabs on those my job has effected. 
    We go on to not only setup the appointment but catch-up with what she has been up to the last few months. That she is going to be a great grandma again has her voice fast paced and excited. She is infectious with her glee. I almost feel sorry to hang up the phone a full thirty minutes later, knowing that we will talk for hours when I go to pick out my next charm tomorrow. Patty never fails to have amazing insight to pick the perfect one to add to the collection.
    "How many charms fit on a bracelet Chelsey?" I hear from the desk to my left. Daniel asks with a smirk.
    "You ask every time Daniel. Ten." I reply. Ten markers for ten souls. My memory marker of how they touched the world.
    "How many are on the wall now?" He continues the conversation.
    I chuckle to myself. We have the same talk every time I make my shopping appointment. "Nine, but this one will complete this bracelet, so it will be ten. I get to pick out a new starter this time. What do you think? Rose gold or silver?" I mentally check out of the conversation as soon as I ask. I already know what I am gonna get, but I haven't said anything to anyone. There is a twisted mixed metal band that caught my eye not long ago. I thought it would be a perfect fit to my next hundred souls. A celebration to give myself.
    One hundred souls. My collection grows slowly, but steadily. Each little charm, a jewel in my collection. Mine. I lean back in my chair. Rest is important before going on a collection. The clock will move to fast from this point until I have to leave. The office chair may not be the most comfortable place to rest, but it will fit the bill for the time being and after a few short hours, Mirabella walks by, dropping off my needed travel supplies.
    "Good travels dear. I look forward to seeing your new charm when you get back" She says with a smile. I gratefully take the supplies and spell them into reaper space. A nice perk of the job if you ask me. A little pocket to put needed items no matter the size, that you can grab from when the time is right. Don't tell Mirabella, but it keeps coffee hot for HOURS...
    With a snap of my fingers, I appear in a new space. One that while it has changed since I was last here, is more familiar that I like. Memories come flooding back to me and it takes everything in me to not to spiral into my own head. I look at the clock. Six. I have twenty-nine minutes. Time enough to draw on my training to calm my racing heart and slow my breathing. I refuse to let my emotions rule me. The smells of the hospital invade my nose. The cleaners they use has never changed in all the years since I was last here. The rooms have changed color, but they are still the same rooms. Rooms that provided no comfort to me. Rooms that felt impersonal when I was left all alone. 
    My life ended here. I can vividly remember every moment. If only my body had realized it. Instead, it got the memo months later. My time was lonely. I was young. Nineteen years old, just getting out into the world. Not having had time for the world to have broken me yet. Then I found a man I thought would be forever... Instead, he was until the pants came off. We dated for almost six months before we hooked up. Once was enough for him, even if I wasn't. However, that one time created my downfall. I found out I was pregnant and he was so far gone from my life, there was no finding him. I was four months along when a drunk driver took what support system I had when they took both my parents. I did everything I could to be strong for the life growing inside of me.... Until I wasn't strong enough and the medical issues began. I spent month seven in a hospital room.
    Room five. The room that now was right in front of me. The room where my body gave out and I got my first sighting of a reaper. My child, gone. No matter how I begged, that reaper would not return. Would not take me with him. Held no compassion or caring toward me. The reaper who goes unnamed to this day as I am not allowed to locate my own file. I wished I could find him. Ask him why. Why he decided that he could not only show his face as he took my child's soul, but then to bring them straight to reincarnation and steal my chance to find them when I finally passed a short eight months later. The reaper who took everything from me.
    I shook my head free of the memories. I have a job. I will do better than what I have experienced. I tell myself every time, this is why I do what I do. So no mother has to break because a reaper didn't care. My charges are special. Never knowing the outside. They get no chance to take a breath. Fate chose them to leave to early. Sometimes, parents don't know they are there. I do. I remember them, even if no one else does. I make sure that the parents feel a wash of compassion in my wake. I chose this specialty.
    If a better reaper had attended me, attended my child.... No. I would never change my path. It was hard. It hurt. It made me the reaper I am. If my child's reaper had been different, I would not have my ninety-nine souls. MY ninety-nine charms. I can name every soul that is represented. I will always know. Every. Single. One. Not only their names, but the day I collected them, the true color of their eyes. The names of their mother. Their father. I. Know. Everything.
    I step into the room, clearing the last of the memories in my head in order to be present in the moment. I take my place at the side of the room, knowing the flurry of activity that will be coming. They can't see me, but that doesn't mean I need to be in the way. I look around and see one loan light above the computer. In the darkened room, a man rubs the back of a woman who is curled around her abdomen as a contraction starts to ease. A slow steady whooshing sound of a internal baby heartbeat monitor is the only sound in the room.
    The man looks up at the monitor, just as the speed of the monitor sounds starts to slow. I follow his gaze to the machine. His eyes widen as he watches the rate drop. Travis says nothing, just reaches out and pushes the nurse call button. 
    Travis... That is the name in the file. Husband to Jenny. Father of Richard and Mera, according to the family notes. A good father. One who loves his wife with everything he is, teaches his son to respect those that deserve it, how to hunt with care and only take what he needs. A father who, from what I saw in my reading, leans heavily on a deam he has, of walking his daughter down the isle at her wedding.
    The type of person that notices the little things. Things like a heartbeat slowing. How contractions are further apart than they were. The kind of person who sees all, and does what he can to keep people from worrying. Good qualities for a father.
    The nurse breezes past me as she comes in the room. She doesn't speak, just takes in the room. She sees Travis looking at the monitor and quickens to the computer. A sense of urgency in her typing and as she reaches to her walkie on her hip to speak something I don't hear.
    "Jenny, my sweet lady, things are going to get a little rushed okay? We need to turn on the lights and a lot of people are going to meet you, really quickly. Baby is not doing well and we can't wait it out any longer. I know it is scary, but I am not going to leave you and I am going to make sure you know what is going on, every step of the way okay?"
    Jenny does not respond as another contraction takes over her body. Tears stream down her cheeks but she makes no effort to wipe them away. The monitors on her belly are adjusted and a heavy feeling takes over the room. "Something feels really, really wrong" Jenny finally lets out as the contraction eases.
    A doctor and three nurses join the room. My spot is almost untouched as everyone is around the bed and the flurry of medical assistance is put into place. I reach into the reaper space to begin pulling out my traveling supplies. A knitted, soft, pink hat. A blanket of pink sunset clouds made by the guardians. A woven, moses style basket with a soft pad inside. I set down the basket, laying the blanket on top. The hat in my hand, ready for use.
    I close my eyes and take a cleansing breath. Holding out my arms, knowing the small weight that will soon fill the space. I feel the magic, even before I hear the monitor go silent. A small, bright glow rises from the flurry of action on the bed and floats softly to my arms, forming into the delicate features of a child.
    "Hello little one." I say as I begin to place the pink hat on her head. I then reach down an pick up the blanket, softly wrapping the small body in it's warmth. The last rays of warms from the sun, expertly woven into the material. As the warmth surrounds her, her eyes crack open. Deep grey greets me. "Oh darling, you are a blessing, even if they don't know it yet." I let my magic roll over the child and watch as her eyes change color. I love seeing what color they are supposed to be if they were able to stay with their parents. A glossy golden hue. Honey, but streaked with chocolate. So very unique for eyes. Almost gemstones in the look. 
    I lean to the wall and watch the room as the activity crests and wanes. In time, tears flow, screams of emotion ring out, and then.... Silence falls.
    "I am going to give you some time. The cleanup and the room can wait. Take this time to be with her. I won't be far if you need me." The nurse hangs her head and moves to the door. The doctor is waiting outside the room. The finality of the situation apparent. While the parents can't hear, I can, as the two speak at length about what occured. The little heart was misformed and not able to handle the stress of delivery. They speak with kindness and respect in regards to Travis and Jenny. I know they are effected by the loss, but it is not life changing like it is for these parents.
    "Alright little one, now it is our turn." I whisper as I move toward the bed. I don't look down at the bundle they weep over, wrapped with love and longing. I speak out loud, knowing that only this child can hear me, but the spell holds more power when spoken. The recipients able to feel the power, even if they can't hear it.
    "Loss is not something you can get over. It will always be a part of you. Loss is hard. Loss is life changing. Loss is something no one ever wants to face. Lean on each other to find your strength. You won't find it today. You won't find it tomorrow, but someday it will be there when you least expect it. Strength to pick up the pieces. Choose to put yourselves back together and fill your cracks with gold." My magic rolls out from my lips, filling each word with comfort and warmth. I reach out a hand and place a drop of pink light on Jenny's head. I plant a picture in her mind. A small glimps of the spirit with honey and chocolate eyes and dimpled cheeks. Dimples she would not be able to see otherwise.
    "Time doesn't heal a wound." I continue with my magic. "You grown and the wound is smaller in comparison. It still hurts, but not in the life changing way it does now. Kindness goes a long way. Both for each other, and your yourself. Grant yourselves grace to grieve." I look to Travis and realize that the dream he holds so dear isn't there... I can see now, it is my job to place it. I reach out and place a drop of pink light at his forehead. Giving him warmth and the vision that his file says is so important to him. A vision of walking a golden eyed woman in a white dress down a carpeted path covered in flowers. A vision of what could have been.
    A little hand moves and catches my attention. The little one speaks in my mind, soul to soul since the body can't make the sound. "Please" say the soft voice. I raise her up to the crying face of her mother, and the small hand reaches out to touch. "She is as pretty as she sounded." If a reaper needed to breathe, I could not have found a breath to take. Each child is so pure and magical. Absolutely memorable in every way. Jenny reaches up and touches her cheek, her hand passing into the spirit as if they could touch.
    "Mera." Jenny and I speak in unison. The magic of the first time the name is spoken pulling the word from both our lips.
    "Mera." Travis repeats reverently.
    I cradle Mera to my chest, but turn her to see as we fade from the room. I look down and this little soul and say "Don't worry Mera, you are going to know all about them. I will make sure that you learn names, and talents, and all the stories we can find about them. Then, if you like, in a couple years you can help pick the perfect soul to send to join them. Once they are ready again of course." I smile at Mera.
    "They won't forget me will they?" She says, her little voice laced with worry.
    "No child. They will think of you every day. They will do amazing things with your memory in their heads and your name on their lips." Thinking about the file, they go forward to create a scholarship program to help families of still borns to find therapists and help they need to put their lives back together. Mera's Miracles. 
    "Did you know, they wanted a boy at first? They changed their minds once they found out I wasn't one. Can I pick a boy to be with them?" This child. She is gonna talk my ear off between here and dropoff and I am going to love every minute of it.
    "If that is what you think is best, I am sure it can be figured out." I already knew it would be, but that was information I am not free to share. The minds of spirts are always more aware and knowlegable than the body they are pulled from. Spirits of children have mostly formed minds and thoughts. Something that is lost when they are born and they have to re-learn with time. The souls I take with me are child-like, but able to hold full conversations and emotions of what most would say is closer to an eight to ten year old child.
    "I already have a name for my little brother. They would be my little brother right? They would get to get big, even if I don't, but they would be my little brother right? Anyway, Mommy and Daddy said the name a lot. Like it was special or something. And he is going to have to like hunting, cause Daddy wanted to teach me to hunt. Not with guns. He says they are to loud. I don't know what a gun is, but if Daddy doesn't like it, then I don't." She continued to rample as we traveled the spirt way rainbow path. "He said bows are better. They are not as loud and they leave less mess behind in nature. We have to protect nature. That is what he said. Daddy wanted me to know everything about how we were nature and we needed to make sure that we took care of ourselves and the land we were going to hunt on." Her little eyes grew wide and looked up at me. "Wait! If we hunt what is in nature, how does that help take care of it?"
    "Well, while I could tell you all about it, I think I am going to let you learn that as you learn about your Daddy. He had a plan of how he would teach you, and so the guardians will make sure that you learn the way that you family wanted you to." I say, not because I didn't want her to know, but more because I could see the doorway to the guardians ahead of us and knew that we would have to part for now. I nodded to the guardians as he stepped through the doorway to greet us.
    "Case twenty-seven, fifty-one, twelve. Glad you could make it saf--" I shook my head to stop the guardian before me.
    "Mera. Her name is Mera. You know this is not a case to us in the Breathless Division. Use her name." I say, the anger building in my voice as I spoke.
    "You are correct Reaper Chelsey. My appologies. It won't happen again. Mera, I am glad you made it. I am to take you to settle in and let you rest. Chelsey, is she set to follow the normal plans from here?" He says as he reaches out to me.
    "Yes please. Daily visits to watch over her parents. Reach out to see if any of her family is still in this afterlife. If they are, they get to teach her the family history. I see a future guardian in this one. Treat her right." I say, my anger cooling. I'm confident that this little one will soon find her place in the afterlife, her caring for others first, already apparent. Guardians are always that way. When they choose a person to guide in the land of the living, they make sure they are happy. "Mera, I will be by to check in after you are settled. Okay?" I hate leaving them to settle in but it is part of the plan.
    "Richard" I hear, so softly I almost miss it.
    "What is that little one?" I ask.
    "They name I want for a little brother. I wanna find him and name him Richard. Daddy said the name and I like it. It's special." She says, almost sadly.
    A deep toned male voice laughs behind us, making me jump. "That, my dear Mera, is MY name. It will please your grandma to no end that you want a brother named after me! Let's go find her together, shall we?" Arms reach around me as I turn to find an older male, a well known guardian. "You can cancel the plan to find family, they are found. You can push aside this one's settling in and you can cancel her room. She is coming home with me. I will take over my grandchild's teaching. You are free to go Charles." He says dismissively to the guardian in the doorway. As he pushes past the dumfounded guardian, he tickles the bundle and a tiny giggle rings out like bells. "Now. On to find grandma! Belle dear! Where ARE you?" He hollers out in a sing-song voice, heading down the hallway.
    Both the guardian and I are absolutely struck dumb by the loss of our charge. Neither knowing if we are free to go, or if we need to stay. At least I know of Richard. While not the leader of the child guardians, he is upper leadership. So, my soul is not lost. I will be able to keep checking on her, to know that she is safe.
    The next day, as I stand before the jewelery counter, having a long catch-up conversation with Patty, it strikes me how different she would be if I was not the reaper she was assigned the day she lost her son. I was the first reaper to start using our magic to leave compassion with each parent. Now it is common practice, even on the lesser specialties. Patty was broken and lost. The little compassion I gave that day, gave her the strength to fight through the infection that wracked her body and brought her son to us. She now is strong and shows love to each and every person she meets. She has had a good, long life, one that I refuse to look into her file to find the ending of. 
    I have gotten my twisted metal starter band on my wrist. The mixing of the metals my celebration of the twineing of life and death. I look down at the two charms in front of me that I am debating between. The first, a simple star. It made me feel that Mera's place was there. Among the best of us. With more concern about finding her perfect brother to be with her daddy than what she would miss out on. The other, a tiny water drop shape with a golden yellow stone. Not quite the right shade for her eyes, but it was the closest I was seeing to what I saw when I closed my eyes and pictured her.
    "Chelsey. Congrats on your one hundredth delivery! I figured you would take this day of PTO after so you could celebrate." My boss was in the land of the living, standing behind me, and I totally didn't hear her walking up behind me. "One hundred deliveries. Big day for us back at the company." It is hard to be in the land of the living and not let anyone know what we really are. We are one of the few afterlives who can do this, we don't wanna mess that up. The coffee shop on 3rd avenue is to good for me to let on who I really am.
    "Boss! I was not expecting a check-in until tomorrow. What are you doing here?" I gasped. Now I'm worried something is wrong. She doesn't normally seek anyone out after deliveries unless there was a mistake.
    "Oh, nothing like that dear! Calm down. I just knew that the location of your last pickup would strike a nerve and wanted to check on you." She went to the counter beside me and looked down at the charms.
    Not wanting to let on how much it really had, I put on a solid face and took a breath. "Little Mera was so excited that it barely registered where I was. My training kicked in and I blocked out the rest." I didn't wanna let her know that I was going to need that therapy session that was scheduled. The visions of my own time in that room popped up every time I closed my eyes. 
    "You have always been one of my top people. Never letting anything shake you on the job. I think.... I think I am coming to think of you as a daughter. Which reminds me." She taps the glass on the counter to point to something for Patty to retrive. "Your latest delivery. It sure is causing waves among the staff. Ha Ha. Don't worry though, we just want you to stop by and check on it.... Say, next week? The address will be on your desk when you come in tomorrow. Be there at six and be hungry. They are serving Sunday diner." She says as she looks over the box that Patty hands her from under the glass. "This is the one dear. I am off now to see my husband. Apparently he took on a solo job. Something he hasn't done in years!" Smiling, she pushed the box my way. 
    "Richard was never one to sit around and be a bump on a long. With a baby around, I think we may have some adventures ahead of us. To think.... A baby named after me. I never thought I would see the day."
     I looked out the window of the store to see Richard, bundle of blankets and dimples in one arm, waving to us to come join him. Smiling at his wife. His Belle. Mirabella walked away to the door and out to her husband who wrapped his open arm around her and leaned in for a kiss.
    "All ready dear?" Patty says. She points to the box in my hand. "They lady that just left, the cashier said she paid her before she came over. It's paid for dear." I looked down at the charm, a rose gold piece in the shape of a hunters bow, the tip of the arrow was a crystal. Tigers eye. A mix of honey and chocolate. Just like Mera's eyes. Perfect.
    Sunday.... Dinner.... Just like a daughter... As all the information flooded my brain it hit me. Mirabelle knew who I was picking up. She chose me to bring in her grandchild. She is inviting me to Sunday diner and sees me as her daughter. She knows that I hold a place for every soul I take. They are mine. They are part of me. Mera is part of me. My little family.
    Mera, looks like you just got yourself an aunt.


This post was due to the following prompt:
"She added a charm to her bracelet for every life she took."
I hope you enjoyed. I hope I didn't trigger you to much, and I hope you will still want to read other things written by our little group.
Thanks. - Chelsey

Wednesday, August 13, 2025

Healing - 1 prompt, 3 stories.

We all did a finish the sentence prompt. Here you go! I am including all 3 stories together in one post for ease of reading! Give us a comment on what you think!


The prompt. I thought healing would feel like sunlight.......

I thought healing would feel like sunlight.... Instead, it feels like a sunburn. A slow burn of fire on tender skin, forcing me to lose sleep due to uncomfortable pain and thoughts that this is what life will be like for the unforeseeable future. I try to aid the pain and suffering with aloe, and at first, it's a relief I didn't know I needed. Then a quiet sting that reminds me that the damage runs deeper than the skin. After a while I have to shed the parts of myself I thought I couldn't live without, leaving me raw, unrecognizable, and unsure if I've healed at all. Until I realize the sting is gone. The tenderness has faded, and in its place is new skin, stronger and softer, ready to feel the sunlight again.
-Kelly

I thought healing would feel like sunlight....
But instead, it feels like moonlight. 
It's disorienting, scary, and messes with your sense of reality.
You want so desperately to find the sun, but a part of your heart starts to grow accustomed to the dark and almost attached to it. A sense of comfort develops and you don't really want to leave it. But slowly people show you little bits and pieces of the light.... And you know that is where you need to be... So you work and chase the light. You come across a LOT of fake lights. Light bulbs, flashlights, candles.... But none of it feels right and you know that isn't the way to go. So you work to move away from those until you can finally find the real sunshine. It's hard and dark most of the way, but you get there... Then you have to work to keep the darkness and the flashlights away. For a while they still call for you. But after a while of living in the light, you know you don't need them.
-Neeko

I thought healing would feel like sunlight..... but it's cold, lonesome, and empty. You can feel warmth. You know it is near, but you had to break from the past and now..... Now you have to rebuild. The foundations have to start somewhere, and the firmest foundation is built in the ground.
No one is there. You have to place the bricks. Time gives you the mortar to make the healing stay. You learn how to love again. Learning to place each brick more carefully than you ever thought you would. 
Each brick lifts you up a little further. Building steps as you rise.
Soon, you know you have to be above the ground, but the walls are around you. Keeping you safe.... but keeping you cold and lonely as well. So,  you keep building. Hoping that there will be light, that there will be more heat. Hoping for the sun again.
Until the day comes that someone takes your brick. You keep putting more up, but they are quicker than you and soon...... soon the walls are lowered and you find yourself on top of a skyscraper of support you built yourself, holding the hand of the one who showed you the light. Then.... and only then..... healing will feel like flying.
-Chelsey


Saturday, July 26, 2025

Glimmer

Today's prompt.... I am doing to bring myself back to my writing. 

I am going to use it to heal a bit of myself in the process hopefully. Bear with me.

I noticed the light, slowly. It peaked around the corner almost. I could see there were people.... No, just one I think. I wasn't ready yet, so they were gonna have to wait. So I closed the door. I may not be the belle of the ball or even the center of attention, but I would not go out until I was good and ready. The sounds that floated my way were soft. Hushed. Tense. Was that hope? Or.... No. Disappointment. I think I will hang back for a while. I really don't wanna be around disappointment. I could see a couple of my friends had stepped out to watch what was going on, but I think even they felt the pull to stay back for now.

Several hours later, the light returned, and I could feel something pushing me to look out, like my whole room was telling me to take a look. There were a couple of people there, sitting around a bed. They looked at the bed, but the stories were for each other. There was so much laughter! They were loud, happy, silly, and loving...... And yet..... The whole space had a feel of memories. Good memories. However, like the return of them had a shadow looming. I peeked out to see several of my friends on the ledge. Waiting, watching this small group of people talk. So I joined my friends and we hung our feet over the ledge and listened to the group. Oh! The stories they told! So full of love! None of us wanted to move from the ledge or lean out too far for fear that it would ruin the moment, so we sat and listened. We giggled at these people as they picked on each other. Belly rolled at times when the stories got outrageous, and just enjoyed hearing the love that flowed so freely through this group. After a while, the stories lessened, the room lights were turned down, and we returned to our spaces, feeling warm and happy. 

I could feel that my time in this space was not over yet.

It went that way for a while. Several hours that I would peek out and watch with my friends. Watch the people come and go. Feel the area move from sad to happy, from disappointment to fear. The ledge we sat on felt like we could fall, but we were careful. I could feel that the invisible barrier stopping us from leaving would lower, and we would be able to move on. It just wasn't that time.

Over the course of the day, the times I felt compelled to come out and watch were more and more frequent. The tone in the room grew somber. While it was sad, it was so full of love. The people in the room changed a lot, but the bed was still the center of everything. Everyone seemed to take turns watching, reaching out, or talking to the person on the bed. No response came from them, but the people did it anyway. 

Then came the moment. The moment that I could feel coming. The build that had been rising all day. There were no stories. Just calm. We all found our way out to the ledge, compelled to attend to the shadowy room, which was now filled as much as it could hold. The people are talking, but quietly. Everyone was listening to the figure on the bed as they took breaths in and out. The room, growing tense and filled, reflected on the ledge. Filled and waiting. On an edge we were not sure we would be ready to stand on.

A cough, and everyone held their breath. Each and every person, waiting.......... 
"7:39pm" 

I pushed my way to the front of the crowd. Knowing, THIS was my time. 

I closed my eyes and leaned off the ledge and felt myself start to fall.

As I rolled down her cheek, I broke the barrier. I released all of us to fall. The grief that this family felt as their patriarch passed away was just beginning, and I was but the first tear to fall. I knew something that none of them did though. Water holds on to memories. My friends and I had heard their stories. Had heard all the good that this man had done. We would carry that with us as we fell. We would spread that love and memory for all of time.

He would live on with this family in the stories they told. In the connections they had. In the love they gave. In each tear that fell. We would fall as cleaning rain and heal hearts because of the love and care that these people gave. 

I am Glimmer. The first tear to fall after the death of an amazing man with a legacy he left behind.




Today's prompt was posted to Pinterest by Nosceteipsum314. Writing Prompt #61 Write about a single teardrop. 

I hope you enjoyed it. My father passed away in June. I know I will see him again as this was not goodbye, it was until we meet again.
Blessed Be.
-Chelsey 





Monday, January 30, 2023

Keisha - Erma prompt choice

This week's blog post match up is picked by Erma.
We are gonna have a different person pick a prompt each week and we all
have a week to get it written and up before the Sunday.
This week we have a little longer as it is our first week trying to get back in
the swing and there are events that have come up.
So all 3 stories need to be up before end of day on January 29. 

Here is the kickoff! The prompt is as follows:

Describe a person in two ways.
First, make us fall in love with them.
Second, make us hate them.

Keisha
- Kelly

 Sammy looked at Keisha she looked over her features her beautiful long blonde hair that cascaded all the way down her back looked like it was literal sunshine. her eyes were so blue it was like the sky was caught in them. 

See Sammy had previous knowledge of what Keisha was like in school she was the kindest girl if anybody was getting bullied she'd stick up for them.  if they were having a bad day she would cheer them up. her smile was contagious. her body wasn't thin nor was she bigger she was average She never Seamed to have any insecurities no one hated her everyone basically wanted to be her many teachers would say that they wish there were more of her in the world because it would make the world a better place but oh were they wrong. 

One day Sammy was walking home from school she noticed Keisha was walking all by herself so she decided to catch up to her to walk with her. at the time Sammy didn't realize that this would be her downfall this would lead to something she couldn't come back from. 

 the next thing she knew Sammy was waking up on the basement floor standing above her was Keisha how long blonde hair tied up in a messy bun with red splattered all throughout it those blue eyes staring into her soul like she was some piece of meat terrified her.  the things that Keisha was saying definitely weren't words she'd ever heard before come out of someone so sweet. And that smile will forever haunt her nightmares it was so sickly sweet that she never saw the ax coming.


Love Blind - Erma prompt choice

This week's blog post match up is picked by Erma.
We are gonna have a different person pick a prompt each week and we all
have a week to get it written and up before the Sunday.
This week we have a little longer as it is our first week trying to get back in
the swing and there are events that have come up.
So all 3 stories need to be up before end of day on January 29. 

Here is the kickoff! The prompt is as follows:

Describe a person in two ways.
First, make us fall in love with them.
Second, make us hate them.

LOVE BLIND
- Erma Currin

Something about the way the cafeteria light hit his huge green eyes captivated me. The way his hair shaped his face. His adorable smile that could light up an entire room. Just looking at him gave me butterflies. We became really good friends and after a few months I asked him out. He gave me one of his hoodies, took me out on dates to the pool, and told me he loved me. If I was sad, he was right there to cheer me up! He would give me little love notes in my locker. He would compliment me and tell me I was beautiful. He would text me all the time and ask me how my day was. He called me his “adorable little bean.” It was great. He even came to my uncle's birthday party and met my family. He talked about how great of a girlfriend I was when he talked to his friends. He would tell me he was proud of me whenever I did anything good.  I wanted nothing more than to be with him, by his side, through all of life's challenges….. 

I have never been more wrong in my life….


I didn't realize it because all I saw when I looked at him was perfection… He was perfect to me! My friends and family tried to tell me it was toxic, that what he was doing was wrong! But I didn't listen… I told them “You just don't know him like I do! You don't see things the way I do!”. 

I had a really bad depression day and the world seem to just, hate me! So I called him, in tears. Just hearing his voice gave me a bit of comfort. What I didn't realize though, and what I had no way of knowing, was that he was hanging out with his best friend when I called him. He listened to me talk for about a minute before he told me “You're just overreacting! Shut up” all I could hear was his best friend laughing before he hung up on me. I started to realize that maybe… just maybe…. My friends and family were right.

I started hearing rumors that he was talking bad about me behind my back. And I was told that he said something that, to me, was the last straw. 


“I don't actually want to date her. I just don't want her to date anyone else”


I broke up with him but I cried about it for hours. I was too caught up on what we used to be and didn't take a minute to look at what it had become. and now? Now I know what to look for to keep myself safe, I'm dating someone that truly cares about me, and I am truly happy with someone else.


Friday, January 20, 2023

Chosen. -Erma prompt choice

 This week's blog post match up is picked by Erma. We are gonna have a different person pick a prompt each week and we all have a week to get it written and up before the Sunday. This week we have a little longer as it is our first week trying to get back in the swing and there are events that have come up. So all 3 stories need to be up before end of day on January 29. 

Here is the kickoff! The prompt is as follows:

Describe a person in two ways. First, make us fall in love with them. Second, make us hate them. 


CHOSEN 
-Chelsey

Her eyes sparkled.
Her hair was silky.
Her smile was luminous.
Her giggle was sweet.
Her hands were soft.

Oh how she captured the room when she entered. Nothing compared to her. Every woman in the world wishes to hold the attention that she does. Turning every head, male and female alike. The thought of the chance to make her smile your direction drove people to be childlike and innocent in her presence. Making her happy was all anyone could wish, it was in every choice that you made around her.

Her eyes sparkled. As she drew in each person in turn there was a love that flowed out. Her eyes could cause a drowning man to ask for water. The deep pools of blue that shined when she smiled. The way she could express emotions with only those globes of perfection. The long lashes that she had could mimic the soft landing of a butterfly.

Her hair was silky. As she danced it would sway and sweep. Mesmerizing in it golden sheen. That is what always drew me to look at her. To watch her movements. The hair that looked like sunshine with no effort. The part of her that will always remind you of a summers day and the warmth and happiness it brings. To touch the soft waves of gold is like holding the most precious silks in all the world. 

Her smile was luminous. To have the power to light up a room and make everyone smile just with your presence is an amazing thing. To draw in everyone around you without effort but a smile. While it was just a few muscles that moved her pout of her lips, it seemed that it lifted her whole face and changed the way she moved and walked when she smiled. 

Her giggle was sweet. Soft and breathy and filled with hope. Nothing sounded more like cherubs in the clouds than that of her small bit of laughter. She did not give out her magic to just anyone, but when she did? Oh, you knew that it was meant for you and only you. There was love in the sound. There was purity and innocence. Everyone wishes for that sound to play across theirs ears, even if just once. 

Her hands were soft. They seemed to be able to take away any strife or pain of the day when she touched your skin. Those dainty, fair hands. She could calm your heart, or make it race. To take her hand in yours was to know heaven. Her touch could light a fire in your heart if she wanted to. Soft wisps of the tips of her fingers would draw you to her. To spin her on the dance floor and have her reach for you was divine. As she spoke, her hands would play out the stories in the air, drawing you deeper into her tail and falling for her with every word she spoke. 

Oh the happiness that seemed to radiate off of her with the attention that surrounded her. That she never had to work for the attention was a miracle in itself. She was so sweet to each person she was near. Everyone always just waited for her to arrive, every day.

As the door opened and she descended the stairs, everyone in the room came to a full alert. As she started around the room, she reached out, giving attention to every individual in turn. Her hands reaching out to run over a cheek, to glide over a the tip of a nose, to tease across a collarbone. Everyone would feel her touch as she passed by, none would be denied her attention, even if for just a moment. 

As she made her way around the room, making each person lift their heads to gaze upon her, only a small lift of her lips was given to each. None were making her smile today. No matter how each person gushed at her, none could make her happy. Each person just hung their head as she walked away, knowing they had failed in their quest. Failed to be her choice.

Each step brought her closer. Each click of her heels make my ears perk up as I waited for her to look toward me. My heart began to race as she drew closer. I dared not look up at her before she was in front of me for fear of being to eager. To draw her attention to soon and bring about unwanted reactions.

I did nothing by stand still and look down at my hands as she stopping at the man next to me. How dirty mine were when compared to hers. I dared not try to steal her attention. Did I want her attention on the man next to me? No. We all want the attention to be for us, and only us.

This may be the day. This may be the time. This may be the person she is looking for. The one who makes her happy today.... and it was not me. 

I hear a soft sign fall from her lips. Disappointment apparent from the sound. As my heart tries to beat out of my chest I dare to lift my head. My eyes, despite my nervousness, search her out as she takes another step toward me.

The world stops spinning. All time stands still. Breathing is impossible as her hand reaches out to touch my shoulder. Her hand, warming my skin as it moves across the exposed skin of my neck. Soft to the touch even with the tools that she worked with every single day, you would never find a callus or cut. Somehow, they were always clean and so very, very soft. 

A tear falls from my eye as a smile spreads wide across her face. She is choosing.... me. 

 As her hand slid across my collarbone, I raised my hands to try to stop what I knew was coming, but I couldn't. The shackles that bound my wrists would not reach high enough for me to touch her. The cold metal a stark difference from the warm fingertips as they spread across my neck. I had no choice but to let her do as she pleased. The sounds of the links in my chains made her giggle. She always loved when they fought against the restraints. 

We all just wanted picked. Being picked meant that the others were safe for one more day. Keeping the lights low in the room meant that not only could she keep us drawn to her beauty as it was all we could see aside from each other, but that it was harder to see what tools and playthings she had around. 

Her eyes sparkled. They lit up, knowing the pain she was going to inflict. Knowing that she had caused the fear in my face. Her eyes narrowed as her hand tightened around my throat. Stopping any chance of taking a breath. They danced in the dark of the room as I struggled. I know this will not be my end, she would never let it end so easily. No one can escape that quietly, or that quickly. The struggle is what made her happy. Her eyes sparkled, knowing that each person here would witness my pain. The only light was in the center of the room and as we were all kept to the circle, there was nowhere to hide. No way to turn away. 

While her eyes fluttered closed with pleasure upon hearing my struggle for air, my own eyes filled with tears. Choosing me meant that not only were the others safe for another day, they could hope of rescue. My own suffering would soon be at an end and I would not have to live another day watching her take the lives of those I loved. Those I was surrounded by.

Her hair was silky. As she spun around, jumping over chains, pulleys, and bolts that held us all, it would spread out and create wings like an angel. A fallen angel for sure. If there was ever a halo on that woman, it would be around her toe. Her horns well hidden in her golden locks. Only to be seen as she wrapped her hair up to avoid the mess as she carved away at her victims. Drawing screams from their lips and laughter from her own. 

Her smile was luminous. Her whole body would radiate as her lips curved upward. That the things she did and has done to her shackled and broken toys could bring her the joy that it does.... it would break anyone. To see her smile was knowing that this beauty would end your suffering. The suffering that she had caused. The pain that she was was going to inflict. Her smile spread as she pulled the chains to slam me to the cold, hard, floor.

Her giggle was sweet. Almost dripping with honey and sugar. So very sickening to hear as I felt my legs give out from under me. A giggle that showed that she truly thought this was all just playtime. To her it was I guess. She could do as she pleased without fear. She could slice, dice, gouge, and burn to see how skin reacted and what screams she could draw from each prisoner.

Her hands were soft. The blade was sharp. The hammer hard. The bones.... brittle. 

But the screams? They just were not loud enough to save the others. Hopefully tomorrows choice will be louder.

Tuesday, January 25, 2022

Cats, Dogs, and Other Pets - Erma

 


Cats, Dogs, and Other Pets - Erma

My daughter Aurora has been begging for a pony since Halloween so I told her to write a letter to Santa asking for it. The problem is it's Christmas morning and I look outside to find a fire-breathing horse whose coat was as black as charcoal. I opened the door to find a letter on my steps. I pick it up and step to the side as Aurora comes darting out to go play with the horse.

            “Aurora be careful!” I yelled after her only to look out and see her petting the horse.

I turn around and start reading the letter. Apparently, she wrote the letter to Satan instead of Santa. *oh, that explains that* I start reading the actual letter, it says,

Dear Chloe,

I'm writing to you in regards to Aurora, did you tell her to write to me asking for a pony? Because I think it was meant for SANTA, the letters are in a different order, but close enough. Besides, I actually gave her a pony. The fat guy wouldn't. (also it’s trained and loves aurora and the box is a care package that comes with a saddle)

Oh, I wanted to let you know I will be back for 2 years this time! I figured hell could work without me for a while. Family is more important than all the terrible souls in the entire underworld.

See you in a week, my love!

From your loving husband

            Lucifer

“TWO YEARS!!!!!” I yelled and then I let out a very high-pitched squeal. I ran to go grab my cell phone and called my best friend Mazikeen, she NEEDS to meet my husband! Plus I need her help to build a pen in the backyard for this thing. It’s probably good that we live on a farm in the middle of nowhere. Otherwise, people would ask questions.

 

                                               

Reapers.

TRIGGER WARNING: Death, Loss, Stillbirth, Miscarriage. These are major triggers for some. If reading about them is an issue for you, PLEASE ...